Critical

I think I wrote these while I was watching something. Probably will omit some stuff and put it in my penzu instead. Penzu is a free online diary service.

perhaps there isn't a market for that kind of thing. Is it because women who actually get weathered by life and are barely fairy godmothers anymore don't exist? Is it because no matter what we do, we still want to be superwoman and save the world? why do women fret? because they feel that they can't fix. why do we always want to fix it? we always want to do something? if i'm not that fairy, i'm not wanted huh? if i can't change your life and cover your wounds, i guess i'm not a woman.

some people's faces are incapable of hiding anything. it's a direct connection from their hearts to their face.

deflection hurts a lot of people. at the end, you don't actually feel better, and the other party hurts more for no reason.

it is virtually pointless to do something out of insincerety

do not become a burden to those you love... easier said than done, huh?

and then there's another one, do not become a burden to yourself. i can write a fifty page paper on that one.

in every situation you weigh the pros and cons, which is the lesser evil?

it is also necessary to leave the greater evil with as much grace as possible.

my professor said that we are a passive generation. but for me, even watching tv and movies is not passive. i analyze the hell out of everything. it's a lot of work.

if you want something from someone, as that person is not giving it to you and they're causing you stress and they won't even bargain, and another person bearing the same thing passes by, naturally your head will turn. and maybe as the stress builds and as you try to push the person to bargain, you'll see it in reach with the other person and one day you'll be standing in front of that person. the other person will then realize that you are gone and will protest. everywhere it's give and take. we do not engage anything without giving or taking. if none of these things are happening, we're going to lose interest. there are some who every engagement is synergic. but for many, every engagement is a one-way flow. if there is a guarantee of that one-way flow, they'll make it a two way. but that two way street is very conditional. balance is something that is the closest we'll get to perfection on our own. balance. the human perfection.

have you ever met someone who has ugly eyes?

if you lash out all those who are around you, where do you expect to find happiness? your atmosphere will be sour like the hearts of the people you wounded. even those you love will hurt from seeing contaminants in their drinks

quick to anger and be happy as things go or don't go your way. that makes you selfish.

no ones going to want to empathize with you if two seconds ago you were an evil witch biting people with your words. even if it wasn't them being bitten because it doesn't suit you. to inflict that kind of pain on others you should be able to handle that which afflicts you.

this is so exciting i'm about to pull a muscle. ok, we get it. you're sad. can we move on now?

the harry potter affect. the moment you touch her she's going to die from pain.

each person should take responsibility for their own actions, what others do shouldn't justify what you do

it's easy to be found among a million and it's easy to disappear among a trio

I remember the context for some of this stuff, not all.